love him :(

may be difficult for me to express something to others. I honestly loved him since the beginning. he's a funny sweet and pleasant. sebnarnya I want to say that I love him. but he always thought of my sister. but I want more than that. maybe I can only hope he says the words 'I love you'. because I have not dared to say it. I hope that once he is what I mean read my notes on my blog. but it was unlikely he who is black, thin-faced, funny that I like probably will not want to know me if he knew I liked it. Essentially I just have wishful thinking to become his girlfriend.